When we flew to Simferopol in 1991, I was still a child. I remember that day very well: great-grandmother Sabie, stepping off the plane, couldn’t hold back her tears. We had come home… But the return was difficult for all Crimean Tatars.
Our new home was a small two-room house made of shell rock, without windows or doors. We left a comfortable life in Uzbekistan for these harsh conditions? I didn’t understand why. But then my mother told me something very important: “My child, happiness must be fought for”. Those words stayed with me for life. I realised that living in your native land is a great happiness, even if it demands sacrifices and hardships.
My great-grandmother Sabie often spoke of returning home as the greatest dream. I remember when we went together to the village of Foti-Sala, from which her family was expelled during the deportation. Today, the village is called “Golubinka” — a symbol of how Russians try to erase the memory of Crimea’s history. We reached the house where her family lived before 1944, but we weren’t even allowed to enter the yard. It was a painful moment that showed how deeply rooted the idea of return is within us.
For Crimean Tatars, Crimea is not just a territory — it’s a part of our soul. There is a saying: “Qırımda yaşa” — “Live in Crimea”. This is not merely about a place to live; it’s about holding on to our native home despite all challenges. That is why many Crimean Tatars remain on the occupied peninsula despite the risks and repression. Living on native land is a struggle that continues from generation to generation.
We have made many achievements in raising awareness about this history and in helping all Ukrainians understand the Crimean Tatars. But unfortunately, it’s still not enough. For example, in school textbooks, the Crimean Khanate is not presented as part of Ukrainian statehood but rather as “something else”. We still have work to do on this.